Morning Madness

After having very very little slp over the past few days, I dragged myself out of bed this morning. Oh how I wished I could just sleep in and didn't have to go to work. Neways..I got ready and left my place slightly after my usual time. I was pretty constantly daydreaming the whole time. Then the 196e came, and I thought to myself, "Oh this would get me to work faster since its an express". So I got on the bus, slpt the whole way through, waking up only to find out that the bus does not stop at my bus stop!!! The bus went all the way to Raffles. So I didn't end up being late for work but even later!!! So I slowly made my way through Marina, Suntec and finally to work..sigh..what a morning.

I have suddenly lost my thoughts on life. The feeling is numb. Why is this so, I do not know. Has life suddenly taken alot out of me, and left me feelingless? Once again I do not know.

I just heard the news today that you have decided to take your leave. Without goodbye you left us. Left us with only fond memories of you. Things will never be the same without you, parties will lose its essence, laughter would echo in the emptiness only to return dead.I guess I should be happy, as you left without a throe. Through with pain, through with suffering, you are now at rest. I can only pray in silent and bring comfort to them. As time on earth is precious, you have taught me to enjoy. Be thankful for what I have and give with all that I can. Goodbye now dear love and till we meet again. I'll be thinking of you in all my prayers and pray you do the same.

"In time, the heart heals

leaving us with memories -

not of our sorrow

but of the love

we have known

In the quiet moments

when the hurt is hard to bear,

May love become your

shelter, & may the beauty of

precious memories be your comfort"

Crazy in love

Ain’t funny how time
Steals the feeling from a love affair
And there’s no place to lay the blame
'Cause in any case, oh, no one cares
Helplessly we just watched it fade away
Neither will admit it
Are we both aching to say.

We, you, I miss the days when we were crazy in love
When you were so sure of me, I had my little jealousy.
We, you, bring back the days when we were crazy in love
I wanna feel that way again
Remember when we were crazy in love.

I know it used to be so easy
One touch and I was high
And I could get intoxicated
Just by looking in your eyes
Oh, baby ain’t there anything we can do
'Cause I know you’re missing me
As much as I’ve been missing you.

We, you, I miss the days when we were crazy in love
When you were so sure of me, I had my little jealousy.
We, you, bring back the days when we were crazy in love
I wanna feel that way again
Remember when we were crazy in love.
Girl, we were more than best of friends
We were crazy in love...

The time is near. Its time for us to say goodbye. I'm sorry to say goodbye but in a way I think its for the best. I hate seeing you in such pain and misery. People around you all feel so useless. I want to help. I want to make things better. I wish I could take away everything!

Its sad to see someone once so full of life, be stripped off everything: hope, love, laughter, EVERYTHING!