Someone Special

Im someone special
Im just in disguise
I may not be perfect
In everyones eyes
It may not be tomorrow
But I still believe
Theres someone special
Waiting out there for me

Hey hey...im soo bad at keeping up with this Blog stuff. Especially with now Facebook and all. Ah well, here are the pics taken with the family whilst Myla and Darrell were down.

Now the whole Cordeiros are down in Sunny Singapore for Lyle's baby girl -Leah Andrea Cordeiro- baptism. So I hope I can put those pics up when that happens.

'Till then...Enjoy!

I know everyone is waiting for the Sydney pictures..but there're just too many of them. So for now, just be satisfied with the Bintan pics taken just last weekend.

Movies I sooo wanna catch.

My first attempt to stitch up the photos. I
think I need a tripod to get better stability. Picture looks abit wonky. hehehe...

The Sydney View

Bondi Beach

Only you can make me feel loved.
Only you can make me feel smart.
Only you can make me feel beautiful, inside and out.
Only you can make me feel appreciated.
Only you can make me feel like I can do anything in this world.
Only you can make me feel safe.
Only you can make me feel important.
Only you can make me feel angry.
Only you can make me feel hurt.
Only you can make me feel so insecure.
Only you can make me feel so angry with myself.
Only you can make me feel frustrated.
Only you can make me feel jealous.

And above all, Only you can make me want you more.

Back home and already back at work...SIGH!!

Still in Sydney but back from Cairns. IL post more up soon I promise. Pics are with Mark. So I need to get it off from him.

Now its time for me to sleep..Back to the cold weather in Sydney

Am I wrong?

I should be out in that driveway
Stoppin' you
Tears should be rollin' down
My cheek
And I don't know why
But I'm not fallin' apart like I usually do
And how the thought of losin' you's
Not killin me

I feel bad
That I can stand here strong,
Cold as stone
Seems so wrong, I can't explain it
Maybe it's just I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb, baby I hate it
I feel bad
That I don't feel bad

I could let myself be angry over
Wasted time
And sad about just throwin' love away
Yeah, I almost wish my heart
Was breaking
But I can't lie
All I want to do is turn the page

Bitter, alone
I just feel it's time - time to
Move on
I just gotta move on and on and

On and on - yeah

Sanjaya Malakar, saved for yet another week. What the HELL is wrong with the AMERICANS?!?! So what if his performance was somewhat ok last night? The bottom line is HE CAN'T SING!!!

2 days more..
I can't wait.

Bon Voyage folks

The Annable Chong play at the Theretical Studio at the Esplanade. It was good. Very refreshing to see that Singapore has started to open up their VERY conservative minds to something that was so against everything Singapore believed in. She was an intelligent student, went to the right schools, but yet she felt she was compelled to do these things. Nothing of which she wanted. She only wanted to make her parents proud and to be number one. She audaciously pioneered many acts that artists use nowadays. She did what most people could only imagine.

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Welcome back Shirley! WE all missed you greatly. Now there'll be 'music' in the CST room. Hehehehe...

My bangkok weekend has come and gone waay to fast. Not enough shopping, not enough Thai delicacies, definately not enough time. Bangkok this time was freaking hot! HOT HOT HOT I tell you. Only 10mins in the sun, you'll be sweating and melting away. Its definately not fun when its that hot. Here's a brief catch up on what I did on my 3days escapade.

Day 1:
Flight was at 6.30am! So woke up at 4am to get to the airport by 5.30. Flight was fully booked but luckily for mama and me, we seat next to us was vacant, so this means more body space for both of us. First funny episode with mama happened on the plane. As it was early in the morning, I fell aslp as soon as my head touched the seat. By the time I woke up, we were already miles up in the sky, about 40mins into our flight. but what amazed me was that next to me was mama with a baby on her lap. I was soo shocked that I almost fell off my seat. Apparently the guy was trying to make milk for the baby but he had no hands to personally look after him so mama took the child in her hands and placed him on her lap. It was hilarious. When we touched down and got to the hotel, we simply just dumped everything in the room and left for jajujat. There was another hot oven. I felt like I was a cake being baked. It was ridiculous. I was literally dripping with sweat! Anyways...didn't do much shopping till later at MBK and Siam. Couldn't get Paweena, must have been wrong number.

Day 2:
Woke up to a really nice breakfast. Mama was eating almost everything that was there. hehehe..funny times. I love you mama. =) Then we attended mass at Church of the Redeemer. Nice quaint church with the cutest priest. He was really old and tiny and he had the cutest walk ever! It was cute...u should have seen him. After that we walked around Pratunam, for more shopping. The heat was really unbearable. It made the shopping a real pain. ARGH! But nonetheless, shopping was achieved, and things were bought. Then met up with Paweena in the afternoon. Paweena's a girl from my work team: CRT. She's my Thai delegate. hehehe..Met up with her for the first time. Really nice bubbly girl, fun to be with.
Thanks Wee for showing me around. We really have to meet up again soon.

Day 3: Nothing much left to do, except for going for a nice BUT short massage. Then it was home.

Pics will be up soon I promise. Till then. Cheers!

So again to the hospital today. Doctors ran all sorts of tests on dad. Poor daddy. Imagine a person being treated like subject. such a horrible thought. More to tests needed to be run after our short escapade to Thailand. I really hope everything is fine before I leave for Sydney.

"Dear Lord, please keep my family safe. Please let there be no suffering of any sorts.Guide us through our daily tests and help us when we fall. Protect us from all evil and give us strength to move on."

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2 weeks more till Im up in the sky again.An outbound trip to Kingsford Smith, Sydney.

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I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.