So again to the hospital today. Doctors ran all sorts of tests on dad. Poor daddy. Imagine a person being treated like subject. such a horrible thought. More to tests needed to be run after our short escapade to Thailand. I really hope everything is fine before I leave for Sydney.

"Dear Lord, please keep my family safe. Please let there be no suffering of any sorts.Guide us through our daily tests and help us when we fall. Protect us from all evil and give us strength to move on."

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2 weeks more till Im up in the sky again.An outbound trip to Kingsford Smith, Sydney.

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I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

My life..

Its about 3weeks more 'till I'm going back home. Well not exactly home, but to a place where I called home for 5years. I guess Sydney will always be a place close to my heart. I know I bitch alot about that place but truthfully I love Sydney. (maybe its just the fact that I'm happy with anywhere away from my folks).

Anyways...so 3weeks more.Am I excited? Well part of me is. I mean who wouldn't be right? A 2week break from work, seeing all my friends again, seeing those that I love and who mean the world to me..Well there's also a part of me that is quite reluctant to see and pray for it to come. And the only excuse for feeling this way is because I know, that when its time for me to go it also means its time for me to come back.2weeks plus is definately not enough time for me to soak up everything that I've missed out for the past 2years.How on earth am I to possibly catch up on all the gossips in that 2weeks.

Well for starters, IL tell you guys what I've been up to lately so hopefully that will save us abit of time.=)
Work has been alright, stable. Looking forward to the next pay rise which I hope will be in time for my birthday. 'Till then, work is still work and I'm begining to hate Wednesdays. Its a day of back to back meetings.ARGH!
Okay...besides work, I've started giving tuition to 2lovely Secondary 3 (Year 9) students. Guess what I'm teaching?!?! Maths? No...(I can hear some of u sighing in relievement). Its worse than that..I'm teaching English! Imagine me, NER, teaching English..someone just shoot me please..
But in actual fact, its going pretty alright. I'm having fun and thank god, the girls are actually learning something. They're either learning English or their acting skills have improved tremendously.hehehe...Good work Girls!
Now apart from these 2 activities..I've also started doing my own online business (yes..Im trying to be an entrepreneur-fingers cross please). I'm partnering with one of my collegues at work and we've bought a couple of websites. Right now we're searching for suppliers to offer dropshipping. We're scouting for them in Australia, the US and also around Asia. Once we've contacted them we will then work on the sites and I promise to inform you once they're up. Why I'm doing this??
Well its a good chance for me to know more about the business world. Also earning extra money is not going to hurt right?!?! Plus the internet is the best place to make money nowadays. So look out for Extrepreneur 2007 - Miss Nerissa Gail de Rozario. hehehe...
What else has this busy bee been up too...Well, I've also thought of going back to studying, so I've applied for a couple of master programs and to my surprise I got accepted in RMIT to the Masters of Business Information Systems program. This is to start in July and its part time here in Singapore. Currently I'm still debating on whether its the best choice for me or not.
Another thing that I've been doing is looking around for houses here in Singapore. (before you guys wonder 1) how much does this girl earn to look for houses 2) boy! is this girl busy)..hehehe...
firstly no I'm not earning millions. Like I said I'm just looking out. I need to get married to buy a house here. Putting in my bid for a place is allowed but after 6mths of getting the keys IL need to produce my marriage cert. So by my calculations that will leave me about 1yr + to get everthing (as in to find someone to marry) if I want to buy a house. hehehe..Also if I were to get a small 4-room HDB flat, I can use my CPF to start paying it off. (Man do I love CPF...hehehe).

So there you have it.That's what I've been up to lately. =) See you guys soon.

My guilty pleasures of the weekend!
Did some retail therapy and bought me these new toys.
I'm loving it!

You would think that someone who loves you would know you the best inside and out, but the truth is...they know NOTHING about you!

Seriously? Seriously!!!

Maybe its time for me to let go that part of me. To be free. Is it possible to imprison yourself with a fear of the unknown?

I'm thinking of reasons of why we should still be together? Thinking of all those memories. Truth is, that's the past and this is the present. It also looks like you're not trying, so why should I?
This time, no more excuses. No more thinking with the head, just follow the heart. Its a risk but no one ever said love was a planned activity right? So why should I then plan out my future.

Goodbye...




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Down with a very very bad flu. Have a very stubborn fever that refused to go down. And now and very bad irritating cough. Dear Lord, please help me get well.

GONG XI FA CAI!!!

GONG XI FA CAI! and a very Happy New Year to all the pigs around the world. May each of you have a blessed and fruitful year. Its MY YEAR people. hehehe..

So the new year has come and gone yet again. Time really doesn't seem like its going to slow down anytime soon. Anyway a short update on what's been happening in this little piggy's life.
For starters, I lost my phone, my ipod and my camera (yes AGAIN!!). This time I SWEAR wasn't due to my careless-ness. It was pure bad luck! aRGH! Im really begining to feel sorry for those low lives bastards. I use to hate these people that take pleasure from sneaking around and stealing goods from others instead of working their asses off to earn themselves decent money to buy those things. Now I just feel sorry. Sorry that they don't have the courage to go out and earn a proper living. They'd rather just go round snacthing peoples' belongings. May God have mercy on you!!

'Nuff said about my loss. Apart from that I'm been doing A-ok (I guess). I am still happily working, still with a roof over my head and proper food to fill my stomach. OMG! talk about food, not only did I have good food to fill my tummy, I had enough food to feed the whole nation of Africa. Why do people always have to cook soo much during festive seasons? hmmm?

Well, that's about all the update I have. Back to work people. Back to work.

And yes..so no pictures for the time being, till I get myself another camera.

Our team outing at downtown east chalet. Great food, great games, great company.

How cool does this look? YES I'm a big fan of Harry Potter but I haven't even finished reading the 6th book yet. (slaps her own hands - bad bad girl). But THIS I wanna watch. Out in July!!

There's something about this picture that is soo interesting. I'm loving it.

You know the feeling of feeling afresh and brand new and before you know it, time just slips pass you and you wonder when the hell did everything start or where did everything go? Its a brand new year 2007 but somehow I still feel the freshness from 2006. I somewhat still remember starting 2006 out as a new working person and suddenly its 2007! WTF?! Where did the time go? Here I am sitting in the office (after lunch) and as my mind wanders far from my body, I begin to wonder what I should pen as my resolutions for this year. I soon realise that its the same as last year, or somewhat similar. Does that mean I didn't do a good job last year or does it simply mean that time was not enough to achieve everything. So does this mean, this year I need to hurry to get my dreams??

Man...time is tricky bugger I tell you. It sneaks by you like a professional thief. Well maybe it might even be better I reckon.Anyways...back to my resolutions for this year. What do I want?

Went to catch IL DIvO at Kallang Indoor stadium. Before I rant off how good the show was, let me just say that it's been ages since I last went to the indoor stadium. I think the last time I actually stepped inside was about 10years ago. Shit! that was a really long time eh. But everything seems so yesterday. Sigh...how time flies.

Okay back to the concert. It was SUPERB!We were seated right at the back but it was still good. Mum wouldn't have liked the front coz she said she would have gotten a heart attack from the powerful voices. hehehe...Their harmonising was magnificent and most of their songs ended with my hair on their ends.In the end, it was a GREAT night. Truly enjoyed their voices...now still ringing in my ears.My favourite song...MAMA - Il Divo

Mama thank you for who I am

Thank you for all the things I'm not

Forgive me for the words unsaid For the timesI forgot
Mama remember all my life You showed me love,You sacrificed

Think of those young and early days

How I've changed along the way

And I know you believed

And I know you had dreams

And I'm sorry it took all this time to see

That I am where I am because of your truthI miss you, I miss you

Mama forgive the times you cried

Forgive me for not making right

All of the storms I may have caused

And I've been wrong Dry your eyes

Mama I hope this makes you smile

I hope you're happy with my life

At peace with every choice I made

How I've changed Along the way

And I know you believed in all of my dreams

And I owe it all to you, Mama

L-R Sebastian (France), David (USA), Urs (Switzerland), Carlos (Spain).

IL DIVO tonight! 8pm at Kallang Indoor Stadium.

Siempre

NOBODY ELSE

Making my way through old photographs
Of the night when you first stood by my side
Old friends with smiles some are here some are gone
Good memories of our senior high
Looking back we're the only couple still together
Even then I knew this love would be forever, I knew

'Cause there's nobody else in the world that could love you
Any more than I do, always here for you
Nobody else in this world could love you more
Nobody could love you any more than I do
I'm still here for you

Our lives have all changed we've come a long long way
Our faces show the lines of two young sons
And in their houses there will be pictures
Like the ones of you and me
Hope they can look back and smile just like we have done
Never once have I ever felt the need for another
We were strong and survived the storm in time to discover
To discover one another

All of the smiles we have won
Just from looking back and reliving all the good times
And when we've been through all the pages
We just start again, we just start again, oh

I'm back from my weekend gateaway to BANGKOK! A weekend purely for shopping shopping and more shopping. I felt generally safe in Bangkok, no funny business with the locals, just normal local Bangkok-ers going about their daily lives rushing and driving insanely on their heavily infested roads.
The trip was pure bliss (as always). Went to the usual hang out - MBK, Jajujat, Bonaza, Siam Square, and after along time I went to Suan Lom Night Market. It was a nice change. It was much nicer to walk around at the markets at night. Not much crowd and the weather was somewhat more inviting. Didn't do much shopping there though, just went for a nice body massage which my body yearned. It wasn't as great as the last one we went to at Health Spa. But can't diss this one either. They both had their stong points. Besides how can you make a complaint to a massage that's only $10 and that lasts for an hr!!! Like I said, I was in heaven. That night I slept like a baby.
So what did I buy? Shoes shoes shoes and more bags. I actually didn't buy that many stuff, in actual fact I could have bought heaps more. But this time around, I was more careful with what I bought. No more kiddy tshirts or kiddy stuff that I have collected over the years. This time I wanted quality apparels. hehehe...

In the end, what mattered the most was that I enjoyed myself. I truely did.

No more lies, No more drama.
Just you and me.

Someone Please (I'm begging) get this for me!!!
This is sooo cool. See now I know why I've been putting off getting a new phone. Procastination does pay off (sometimes). hehehe...It's releasing in US sometime next month so it'd probably be here around (*hint hint) April/May. (*plays in the backgrd - Oei stupid, its her bday, you better remember that its her bday, coz she'll be wanting this for her bday, and youL never hear the end of it coz its her bday)

My new year's resolution.

#1 Get more active (so far, its Squash every Mon and Yoga every Wed)
#2 Travel more
#3 Save more (okay that contradicts #2 -but what the heck)
#4 Pay more attention to the people around me
#5 Love and appreciate the people that matters the most
#6 Work hard and earn what I deserve
#7 Be a mentor to someone
#8 Learn new things everyday
#9 Learn a new languauge
#10 Be more spontaneous

4 days more to Bangkok!!!