MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE n 2 ALL A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

so this is christmas...and I swear this year is not a good year end!! Well, for me at least..There is nothing much to look forward to after xmas. Usually after the celebrations, it's time to pack and get ready to go back to Sydney. BUT now after xmas, its back to the same life only its a new year..

Anyways..Merry Christmas to all.Enjoy your holidays.

This time, This place Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go

Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up '

Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you I have loved you all along

And I miss you Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go

Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

So far away (So far away)

Been far away for far too long

So far away (So far away)

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed I need to hear you say

I love you I have loved you all along

And I forgive you For being away for far too long

So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you any more

Believing

Hold on to me and never let me go

Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more

Believing

Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing

Hold on to me and never let me go Keep breathing

Hold on to me and never let me go

TAG TAG TAG

5 Random Facts About Me

1. for the past few days I have been slping past 4am and waking up at 9am

2. i have been so stressed out lately that I have forgotten what stressed me out in the first place.

3. i love dimples..

4. i need to slp with a bolster...can't do without it.

5. with the lack of slp I really can't think of anything random. except that I have just dyed my hair dark brown..now isn't that random?!?!

Next up

When you look at yourself in the mirror, what is the first thing you look at?
ooh I DO have a dimple../ ooh my eyebrows have grown, need to pluck

How much cash do you have on you today?
amazingly 50 since last night..oh that's right, my cousin paid for everything..hehehehe

What's a word that rhymes with 'test'?
fest..is that even a word?

Favourite plant?
god knows y but the first thing that came to my mind was a bonsai..I don't even like plants. Hate it coz of all the funny little weird creatures you find in soils..ewwww

Who is the fourth person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
home...mum trying to find out what time I was coming home

What is the main ringtone on your cell phone?
some pre-programed tune in the phone named vacation

What shirt are you wearing?
my KC PE tshirt

Do you label yourself?
yes a lazy, bottomless pig...heh

Brand of the shoes you are currently wearing.
no shoes, but my havianas slippers..

Bright or dark room?
depends on my mood, but usualy dark

What were you doing at midnight last night?
either dancing on the dance floors of Double O or drinking a shot with Van

What was the last text message you received on your cell phone?
goodnight mamapoo.. (I'll spare you guys the lovy dovy stuff)

Do you ever click on 'Pop Ups' or banners?
no

What's a saying that you say a lot?
yea (with the aussie twang) / becoz of mags, I've begun saying 'sweet' alot

Who told you they love you last?
dad

Last furry thing you touched?
you wouldn't want to know...hehehe

How many drugs have you done in the past three days?
hmm..

How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
who uses rolls nowadays...keep up with the technology people

Favourite age you have been so far?
current age i must say

Your worst enemy?
myself...my lazy self

What is your current desktop picture?
a grad pic of the family

What was the last thing you said to someone?
must I go? i want to slp in.. (mum wants me to go marketing with her in the wee hours of the morning)

If you have to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?
a really good question..right now I'll just say a million

Do you like someone?
yes

The last song you listened to?
I wanna be with you - Mandy Moore

People I hope to see do this quiz?
Edwin
Mark
Vanda
Coral
Vanessa
TAG. YOU'RE IT.

lost...

I have been so out of it lately..reason being is that I am starting a new job come monday. No more working from home. This little ladee now has a proper office down town in a little cubicle with a view of Bugis. I 'll be working as a presales coordinator..(when I do get more info about what I'm supposed to do I'll update you guys). The reason of changing jobs is because with this new job, im getting almost double the pay..So its pretty good and also this company is an American company with offices all around the world..so I'm hoping that in due time I could relocate to thier office in North Sydney..*fingers cross*

(time to bitch)...okay ever since I've been back, one persistant question keeps being asked by almost everyone I meet. "Why did you come back? Don't you like Sydney?"...Well being the diplomatic me and the filial daughter, I had to say.."oh coz I think now is the time to look after my parents, so I decided to come back and work here, to be closer to them". At first, I even got myself to believe that that was true. but now..not so anymore. I never expected me to work in Sydney or Australia for that matter. I did want to come back home and work and maybe move to Canada for a while. But after much thought and reflections I realised that Australia is my home too. The other day I met up with Caroline(Mark's sis -she was here for a week) and started talking to her. I told her that my trip back to Sydney this time around made me realise alot of things. Firstly, I realise that Sydney can NEVER be a place of holiday for me. I think I've built a life there to treat it as a holiday country. I know that place TOO much and TOO well. Sydney was my home during the time that I was writing my university chapter so much so it has become part of me, part of my life. The other thing that I realise is that my life (my friends) are all in Sydney. I can never NEVER find friends like those there. We have shared so much through all these years that we've become more of a family than friends. I've realised the differences between good friends and friends that become your sisters. I do have good friends here in Singapore, they are the ones that you spend time with in the weekends for a catch up over coffee or to go shopping with, basically just for social activities. But those in Sydney are the ones that you can depend your life on. They are the ones that would drop everything just at your call..I love them to bits and I can't imagine life with out them.

So back to what I was saying..now after much thought about where I want to be. I began to wonder why did I come back here? The reason I ran away was to get away from the folks. I needed to break away and live. Then coming back here I thought, things would have changed. They would have realised that I'm all grown up now with a better control of my life..but boy was I wrong!! They're still treating me like a 12yr old. So god help me please, let my parents relax. I feel so trapped here...ARGH! I do get my freedom but at the same time I'm still trapped in alot of ways.

NEways..its been such a long week. I need a break. So to keep me going, I tell myself that one day all this would be worth it..

"Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch ur heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just becuase it was with them. They're the people you canshare your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life."

Thank you for being my friend,

Thank you for being my best friend,

Thank you for being the one to care,

Thank you for loving me as I am,

Thank you for being my confidant,

Thank you for being my partner in crime,

Thank you for lending me a shoulder to cry on,

Thank you for just being there,

Thank you for supporting me,

Thank you for believing in me,

Thank you for being part of my life,

Thank you for all your laughter,

Thank you for the happiness you've given to me,

Thank you for letting me love you,

Thank you for tolerating my nonsense,

Thank you for understanding me,

Thank you for sharing your time with me,

Thank you for being someone I could trust,

Thank you for sharing all my secrets,

Thank you for keeping my secrets,

Thank you for just being you.

Thank you for EVERYTHING. Without you, I won't be where I am today and be the person I am. I love you.

Dirty Dealings...

Haha..we had a classic 'drugy' event last Monday. The gang were at Chatswood having dinner at our famous BBQ Kitchen. Da and I were early, so we met up with Adez, Nav,Nel and Dave first. Da and Nav both bought Yeo packet drinks by the carton at the chinese supermart. Coz our car was parked nearer we put both cartons in our car first.

After dinner, Nav said that he would drive up to meet up and collect his drinks. Whislt waiting, I helped exchange one of da's lychee drinks with Nav's sugar cane. BTW this was all done at the boot of the car. It looked so dodgy coz the carpark was dark and dingy, and while this 'commotion' was going on, I was on a look out for Nav..so it looked like some drug thing happening. It was funny when Nav pulled up SLOWLY with dark tinted windows. I swear if there were cops around, we would surely be questioned. But the suspicion ended when Hairul came to give Doug a kiss and we all kept saying 'Good nighst' and 'I love yous' .

Once again, a memory made to be kept forever!!! This can only happen with this gang in Sydney. Guys I'm definately gonna miss you.

I'm back - AKON

From the words of Akon,
' Don't look no further... I was gone for a minute but now I'm home'

YES I'm back!! Boy do I miss this place. The weather, the smell of this place, the feel to this place,.. but most importantly the PEOPLE!! I think in the last couple of days I've caught up with almost everyone here. Although Mark's been working non-stop, and I haven't got a chance to be with him yet, catching up with the guys has been great! From the night out at BlackBird to Doug's birthday party..I hadn't had the time to breathe.
Only now as I wait for dear Miss Chow to get ready. We're heading to Chinatown then to the Rocks for more phototaking. I promise for pics to be up soon. I have not installed photoshop on my lappy yet so excuse me, but it might take awhile for the pics to be uploaded. Also I'm waiting for people to send me pics. =)

So here I am, in Sydney for the next 2 weeks catching up with my mates and my lover.hehehe..then back to reality. Sigh! Anyways..I'm off to look for food and to catch some sun rays..take care people.