Its not like I don't miss you or stopped missing you. I still think of you every single day but I have to learn to move on and close that chapter of my life. Sure we did have fun and shared some memories that I will always hold close to my heart. But to hope for something that I know will probably not be there is unhealthy. Don't you think so?
It's our time to grow and set our wings free. You've taught me so much and yet there's so much more for me to learn. Maybe someday we could be friends. Closer friends than what we are today. For now I can't be that person you want me to be coz it just hurts too much to think about it.
I wish you all the best and maybe some where down the road, you and I will both meet that 'special' person. Someone that will make us feel loved again. Someone who will bring in the sunshine. I love you.